It is happening.
It is not pretty.
I cannot avoid it.
It has been a really shitty day.
This morning we came to the conclusion that while we love each other very much, we cannot be partners any longer.
And now we are both aching.
Just enormous sadness.
We are not able to be for each other what we need.
And it hurts.
God but it hurts.
Don't leave a comment dissing Laura, I'll delete it and block you. This is not about her.
Don't leave a comment dissing me. I'll delete that and block you as well. This is not about me.
It is about two people who love each other but who cannot match any longer. We have grown in different directions and at different rates, and we no longer fill in each other's empty spaces.
With my whole heart, I ache.
I am so sad, I really don't have the words for it.
I stepped into the fear place and this is where I ended up.
I don't know what's next. We're both still in shock, I guess. There will be some figuring out that needs to be done, I guess. One step at a time. One day at a time. I'll be as honest and open about it here as I can.